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Hello, people.

Huh, okay, the last time I updated anything was in April 2011. So I've been away for quite a while. Mostly I've been chilling on LiveJournal which is a soul-consuming website if there ever was one.

That's not the only reason why I've been gone, though. I still draw. I haven't taken any artistic/decent photos in a while, but I still love photography. My love for art hasn't changed, so I hope you didn't think I just got tired of art and decided to do something else.

Basically, the thing is, I'm depressed. Not in an I'll cry for a couple of hours and then I'll be good again kind of way, but in an actual I am depressed way. I've been feeling more and more sad ever since last summer: I reckon there's something wrong when it's Midsummer and everyone else is partying and your parents are on a vacation in Berlin while you're in the bathroom cutting yourself. I'm not sad all the time, obviously -- I can still make horribly inappropriate jokes and have moments of genuine happiness and all, it's just that I cry every single day and sometimes I skip school because I just can't get out of bed or because everyone else at uni is so much smarter than me and I don't even know what to do with my life. It gets really bad sometimes.  

I haven't been able to do artsy things as much as I'd like, and I've pretty much lost all faith in my skills, so that's why I haven't been around. I just can't deal with anything these days.

Yeah. So that happened.

I hope you guys are okay.
I'm trying to lurk around dA more and maybe upload something in the near future. Can't promise, though.


PS. I'm not going to kill myself.

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~Arafinwe
Venla
Finland
You've got a choice. If you think that the darkness is too much then go for it. But if there is a chance, just some hope... It could be having a cigarette, or that first sip of hot tea on a cold morning. Or it could be your mates. If there is even a tiny glimmer of light, then don't you think that's worth taking a chance?
~Torchwood

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My gallery might look like a mess but that's because I don't wanna focus on just drawing or writing or taking photos - I wanna do them all. I might not be totally awesome at any of those but they're all a part of me.
Enjoy my art and leave comments if you have time :bow:

Venla


Current Residence: under your bed, eating your cookies.
Favourite genre of music: almost everything.
Favourite photographer: Miina Savolainen! & maaaany others.
Skin of choice: yours? 8D
Personal Quote: SE PASKA!
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:iconguihita:
i like your work and i like finland too i have my friend there in marieham or mariehem something like that lol
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:iconhellenbaby:
Hello
My name is Miss
hellen,i saw your profile today and after going through it, i fill more interested to contact you ,i will like you to please send me an email at my email address via (hellen_agurma@yahoo.com) for me to send you my pics and to tell you more about me. then from here we can move on.I will be waiting for your reply on my email address above.thanks
hellen.via(hellen_agurma@yahoo.com)
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:icondiiar:
=DiiaR Mar 28, 2011  Student Traditional Artist
Thank you for the fave :love: I'm sure Luke would appreciate it, I sure do :love:
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:iconcountessbloody:
Thanks so much for the fav :aww: Greetings from France
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:iconnikolasbrummer:
Thank You so much for watching! (:
I also love your ID!
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:iconarafinwe:
You're welcome. You're really talented :)

Und vielen Dank! :heart:
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:icono-renzo:
~O-Renzo Jan 21, 2011  Hobbyist Photographer
thanks a lot for the fav ! :)
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:iconarafinwe:
No problem ^^
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:iconfloflagy:
~floflagy Jan 15, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
Many thanks for the fav! :)
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